Discontentment

I think I am a person prone to discontentment, particularly. I don't know why, and it's not very helpful to compare with others because that can be apples and oranges. Everyone has a fault. For some maybe it's complacency, for others little mercy, or maybe for others it's not boldly and honestly discerning righteousness, that is...if their first inclination is to "gray" the motives heart, rather than confess...because the heart is deceitful, period, than that person lies to himself. And I wonder how the truth is in him. James calls that worthless religion. For me, I think I've identified a "root", discontentment. I think it will kill me. I have to understand this, "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."